I am awake so early today. I wish we weren’t expecting snow today it’d be awesome to be able to go for a walk. I really want to talk about my birthday weekend. And in saying so I really have to thank my mother, she is an amazing lady and put together everything and it was such a fun time. Now to my friends, you are great people and when I feel a little alone I just remember all of you and it becomes a little easier for a while.
I can’t believe i’m 21 years old, oh jeez. The gifts I received this year were amazing, nothing to do with a price but how amazingly well my friends pay attention to me aha. I FINALLY got the chapters bunny i’ve been wanting since chapters open aha, I loved it so much and the tea set was beautiful that i look forward to using with all my future lady nights <3. I also got a very creative gift LOL everything I “borrowed” on st. pattys day came back to haunt me aha, that was hilarious, all my accomplishments in a box loved it <3. I am now in love with a gold necklace I received, it never leaves my body the lady who bought me that is very special to me and well the necklace is just beautiful. I got another hilarious gift 21 CREME EGGS one for each year 😛 aha AMAZING!! I don’t know how they found that amount this time of year but those sisters are amazing!
And now, a special thank you goes out to my second family, I received such beautiful gifts and amazing support from them and they are better than any extended family I could have.
I love you all, and I’m rich in love, in my darkest days that’s what I need to remember ❤
Also, if everyone could say a little prayer for my friends grandma, thank you ❤
It’ll break your heart for a moment.
Tonight, Im posting a lot of Mayday Parade, which are extremely depressing music. As much as I love my dance songs most of the time when i’m alone I prefer to listen to music that makes me think. I’m simply just supplying you with some great material to do the same. Im at a road block with my words so I’m speaking through the music i’m posting from great musicians.